Shooting Star..

Shooting Star

so, yesterday i saw the biggest shooting star i've ever seen
it was red tailed, as if it was burning into ash..
and it was super cool!!!
i saw it when i was standing right in front of Josh's place
with the pretty starry clear sky backdrop
it was dashing slowly..
juz as if it was waiting for me to make a wish..

usually the shooting stars that i saw are very far
looking very thin n small n super fast..
it's like u hv no time at all to make a wish..

so there i goes..
taking the chance n made a wish..
the only very wish that i'll always pray for now..
even tho it's kinda non sense
and it made me feel kinda fool..
even tho after i think again with logic i suppose to
wish for my goals to come true
or juz simply to ask for very dreamed guy to come..

but no.. i stuck with my very current wish..
i wish for that impossible thing to happen..
yet i'm scared that it was a wrong wish to wish for..
but oh well.. u can't think much in that short time
and there u can see how much i wants it..

and hopefully if i say it here the wish won't b cancelled

"i wish i'll be with Josh till the end of time"

My not so sad case b'day

My Not So Sad Case B'day
so how did i spent my b'day eve??
i had a super lame b'day surprise that is not a surprise neemore.
however.. i was exhausted on the day before my b'day..
all coz of the classes n stuff
but then.. i gotta go home, act dumb, n go to the party that josh or whoever
between evan, liying, kenneth, or dick arrange..
i didn't wanna hv any celebraton actually..
i was too tired teh wole week..
i prefer to chillin with josh..
but i enjoy the party so much..
and the biggest present was from my dear Josh..
2 of my fave cakes..
i had 2 cakes on my b'day!!! ^^
1 of em not so nice tho =P
but i appreciate it so much..
since Josh did try to get me the nice one that i usually have..
even tho it's kinda non sense to get em for take away..
ahahah..

but there goes the bad news coming along..
THEY DON'T SELL MY FAVE TIRAMISU ANYMORE!!! XD
NO WAY!!! IT MEANS NO TASTY TIRAMISU FOR ME
EVER AGAIN IN SYDNEY!!!!
now i wanna go back to indo often T_T

so yea, bout the party again..
y Josh didn't gimme any other presents besides the cakes?
even to it was our anniversary too!
well, it was all coz of his previous problems,
so now he can't afford much ^^
i don't mind, coz i know he felt bad too..
but nothing that he can do..
the cakes were touching enough for me..

and we had late dinner there too..
the credit for dinner goes for chef EVAN NG!!
he cook like a pro!!
even tho i'm a girl n i do cook sometimes,
he really beats me hard!!!

ow, n Cheong ho came over from the far far away land to the party
which was held at Evan's place.
n i know a new friend, Krystina (if i spell it correctly)
she's evan's flat mate.. she's pretty n nice XD
sluuurrrp!.. nice to have man.. ahahahahahhaha..
and i had pretty liying there some more..
party full of pretty girls..

so yea, i hvn't had the photos yet here..
hvn't get it from evan..
sorry...

n y is it not so sad case??
coz this b'day suppose to b as sad as my prev b'days XD
i suppose to do my uni assignments by the weekends
but seriously i was exhausted, so dats y i wanna get a break instead.
for the reason dat it's my day!! =P
so i think dats about it for my b'day..
i'll update some more of wat's on..

my glory!!!

my glory
and the come back of windy the lousy industrial designer
so.. why is it my glory??
coz.. Josh love me long time =P
and his parents love me long time too!!
and his parents finally makes me say "thank you please come again"
they've blocked Josh from doin 1 of his bad things!!!

wat a good news isn't it??
means Josh word "May peaceful be with you" really works now..
coz i'm in peace.. no more going out so late, no more arguing, no more headache!!

and why is it peace with me??
coz i'll be super duper quadruple busy this semester due to 4 studios..
**holy Sugar!! i juz remember dat i forgot to do 1 of my assignment today XD**
so yea, like this week i hv 5 projects, 2reports, 10 sketches homework
how beautiful is my life XD
so yea.. it'll be better for my life if i don't hv josh's bad things in one of my to do list
and usually josh's bad things leads to lack of sleep T_T
which i really do need some for sure!!

so, let Josh out of the topic now..

why i'm a lousy industrial designer??
coz i can't draw!! T_T
n lately i hv to draw of minimum 6hours @ weeks
which is soooo tiring T_T
i draw for 40mins today n i fed up T_T

ow, i got bad news too now..
i think it's very hard to juggle with work n uni works!! XD
even tho i only hv 4 or 5 hours shift a week i still feel scared..

another news for today.. i was shocked last friday (13th)..
coz suddenly Josh ask me join the family dinner
which is with his uncle, aunty, cousins n his parents..
it was kinda unexpected..
and then josh didn't intro me to his relatives T_T
kinda pissing me off in a way...
oh well.. gotta teach him bit by bit..

talking bout teaching him, i've been teaching him to say thank you.
last year if i remind him he'll say "i've said it" even tho he didn't
or he say "ya la ya la ya la"
or he simply pissed or complaining or even mad at me..
but lately he really makes me think that he's cute..
i say "thank you" to remind him to say so..
and even tho the chance has passed but he still repeat me..
but he use "thank you.. please come again"
hahahaha.. juz to make a joke of it..
but u gotta see his face when he repeat me saying thank you..
look like a hopeless kid that cornered to do somethin n innocently do it..
he's super cute with his atupid face that decored with is huge thick lips
hahhahahahah
omg.. there u go again.. he back in the topic..
oh well.. i love him too much.. can't stop talking bout him..
n he've changed to be better..
hugged me more often, temper WAY better..
n he smiles a lot ^^
which really such a bliss for my days..
gives me spirit, made me smile, and courage to juggle with my life.

oh well oh well.. talked too much bout him already..
k.. so now, i know dat this post is very subjective,
hopefully u guys can understand it..
if not then too bad..
coz i make this blog for myself to remember my life as the goal

there goes the finalle..
c ya..
i gotta go to sleep coz tmr gotta do my assignment ^^