no updates but i won't skip this one!!..

just now josh gave me a ride on his bike to my home.
when i just got into my house i did what he told me to do..
saying goodbye to him from my window, and suddenly..
he pantomimed as if he yell to me saying "my princess, i love you so much"
and then he bowed.

he really got me this time..
usually he always disappointed that i'm not romantic enough to get
watever romantic stuff that he did.
this one, i nearly cry with tears overflowed on my eyes when i smiled a him..

I jus want to stated that..
whatever people around wanna say about josh or me..
whatever josh did to me (you know what is it josh)..
whatever wrongdoings that i got..
however mistreated i am by josh..
no matter he love me or not..
we poor or rich..
we fight or loving..
it's hot or cold nor rain or sunny..
whatever happens......................................

I AM HAPPY TO BE WITH JOSH, I AM HAPPY TO BE MYSELF
I AM PROUD TO BE WITH JOSH, AND PROUD OF JOSH
AND
I LOVE JOSH SO MUCH AND I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO DENY IT
NOR STOP MYSELF FROM IT.

I WILL STAY WITH JOSH WHATEVER PEOPLE WANNA SAY WANNA DO,
AND ONLY JOSH CAN DECIDE WHEN SHOULD I GO FROM HIM.


this post is for Josh
and good or bad that he did to me
for the people that talk about us behind us
for anyone that are jealous of us
in the past, present and future.




note: actually he didn't say "i love u so much" or wat ever princess thingy that i typed
it just that is the only phrase that i think can describe his body language.
;D

the upcoming post is a lot!!!!
wait after my exam this friday and i'll update!!!

INFO!! Reasons of the Pink UNSW

So, now i just know why UNSW turns so gay..

coz it's october!!! and it's a Pink Ribbon month..
so they make the uni pink to stated that it's a pink ribbon month to support the breast cancer research, and why they make the uni pink instead of the sydney tower or watsoeva..
coz the researches are held in universities and that's y they make the uni pink!!
other uni-s that supports are the Usyd, UWS, and uni of Wollonggong.
but i dunno if they goes gay at night too..
so any1 from those uni-s please inform me..
(the official news from unsw)

AND!!!!!!!
ME ON THE PINK RIBBON CAMPAIGN!!
for the sake of experience to put in my resume i voulunteer for pink ribbon fund raising in uni
it was a very fun day.. even tho i was quite busy with assignment, josh n etc.
surprisingly i can juggle with all of those!!
(those are only less than half of the peepz and the stand that they have that day..)

for the fund raising i helped them to set up the stand,
stick posters and modified the posters,
sell loads of cupcakes and merchandises..
and the organizers was thanking me coz i was the most active 1
and i sold the most cupcakes and merchandises per person
(doesn't count the peepz that willingly come to buy emselves)
so basically i was making the peepz that doesn't care to care and buy heaps!! =P
so cool, rite??? huh.. that's wat u call as Windy! =D
so yea, here are the photos..

these people that voulunteer have different reasons to join in..
1 of the organizer were diagnosed with breast cancer before..
another organizer lose her mom coz of the breast cancer..
the other 1 (there r 3 organizers) is an activist for any women causes..
1 voulunteer have a sis that has breast cancer n still fighting till now..
the guy with mustage (in the picture) join coz his wife is having breast cancer..
some are just care that it is a serious desease and would like to help
some care bout the fact of 6000 women in australia died yearly coz of breast cancer..
and the fact that men could get breast cancer too..
some just want to help for this cause before they hv to leave australia afer graduation..
however, joining this event really opens my eyes how people wanna do something
just for the sake of hope that their loved ones will be cured..
for the sake of a longer life for others,
or for the sake of humanity..

btw, i bought few pretty merchandises to support. i spent a lot for those..
i bought 1 diamante brooche ($10. super duper pretty),
1 enamel pink ribbon brooche ($8 prolly, juz bcoz i love brooche =P)
3 pink rubber bracelets ($5 maybe, wanted to wear 1 but it was too big,
the rest are for my friends catherine and winnie in indo)
2 pink cupcakes (@ $2.50 -1 for me, 1 for josh's b'day cake =P)

-i'll take pics of teh items and update it later-

y i spent so much for those?????
coz u'll never know when will your loved ones actually needs the cure
that the research are trying to find..
you'll never know when will YOU needs the cure
and my mom always teach me to give for charities..
and my mom taught me to believe that if you do good things u'll get good things in repay..

So, i'll definitely voulunteering for this event again next year!!
BE PINK on OCTOBER!!!

uni partly back to normal

if my uni was gayish pinkish red coloured now it turns to normal on the main walkway
but still pinkish on the scientia and library building..
(if you hvn't read the news and wanna see the pic check the pinkish unsw)

1 thing i consider it as lucky.. they didn't make CLB pink..
(sorry can't find the CLB photo)
if they did.. it will be soooooooooooo disgustingly scary!! @_@
so yea, sorry that i hvn't been blogging for a while coz i dun hv story to tell..
so c ya laterz!!

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scientia at night normally
the normal main walkway