My island

Long time ago I tot going to oz was finding my own island
But I forgot dat my siblings are there and rules still slightly happening
But still I tot in that different continent everything most likely to change
Started my own world with new friends, and all
End up finding I going no where
Friends are just illussions
Just like mist in the morning that barely there but you still can enjoy the vibe when u see it
It still gives you the thrill

Dats still nothing for me as I've lost best friends 3 times

But things that bothers me to hell is my sis especially and my family somehow
Not that I don't love em
Juz fat nvr goes well
I can't even find a single corner for myself

The spot for me so far is our room dat turns to be mine for few years since my siblings gone to Oz already and parents busy working
Therefore I hv my own house for myself, finally can set up my own bookhelf and all

And in Oz it was my foundation year that quite totally in my own world, my own place n etc
My own bf that provided me my special world

Now in Oz luckily I hv my car lately and dats my only private world lately n my bf's place is quite like a resort for me sometimes
Even tho there are some complicated things going on
But at least he still let me be in his hug sleeping peacefully most of the times

Now for me, these little imaginary world of mine are not satisfying me enough
It makes me wonder when will I find my very own island
For me to set up my things around me, no one bothers my schedule and live peacefully

Seems like it means I can't get married so soon to achieve my dream hahahahahaha...

Not even a bf is as close when my world mixes up with the real world
I might should be single forever as well n juz love my gloomy life
Hoping one day I find my own tribe in my own island and we roll everytime n we don't care bout other thing but work and our fun time
All only bout work hard play hard and keep on building your own small crib

Here is the end of my babble


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