shiraz is the bomb!!

Last night,
i had 1 of the best night ever..
it last even until this morning!!
surprising..

me n josh had pork knuckle again..


last time we ate it was like more than 1year ago
we were a big fan of it
yet, i don't know why,
both of us don't really enjoy it as much as before anymore..
not because of our arguments of course..
just that it's not seems like our favourite thing anymore..

and.. the main star of the night is..
Tempus Two Shiraz!!!!


we're so excited to try this wine since the first moment we saw it in the liquor store
i personally fell in love with tempus two because of the desert wine
i had it last chinese new year with family..

so after joshy's work we head for dinner in lowenbrau
afterwards we drink wine under "the sexy light" (josh said)
right on the hook of the hyatt hotel sydney
which means the view is sydney harbour
with the opera house n harbour bridge


we sat on a rock under the light,
set our wine, with our own wine glasses..



then we found a white rabbit!!


dats how exactly how the rabbit been posing wherever it jumps

i remember last time evan told me that the rocks parks actually
has a lot of rabbits at night.. so here comes one of em..
i know this sounds like a drunk person's story..
but no, it's not.. seems random in deed..
as josh encouraged me to try to catch the rabbit
there i goes.. from calmly trying to catch, till i run like crazy!!
and.. at the end.. Josh join in to try to catch the rabbit too =P
but we couldn't catch it..
so we juz go back to our wine n enjoy it..

i felt high n tipsy quite fast..
we didn't even chat much i think..
i barely remember what we talked about last night..
but none of the moment is out of my memory record..
it was unforgettable..
josh tot drinking wine somewhere random is not fun at first
yet he enjoyed it quite well ^^
i'm super happy..

after that we both felt soooooooo super relaxed
so we went to sleep super early.. 10 or 11 pm if i'm not wrong..
then the next morning woke up at 6am automatically!! XD
and we went to buy a vietnamese roll "hong ha" in mascot for breakfast!!!!
it's juz way too healthy and doesn't seem like josh's lifestyle in deed
but we did!!! i was super shocked.. lol..

so there goes another memorable day
sweet.. and romantic..
like never before..
lol..



and that's the end of our little story

cheers!!! ^^

sleepless

sigh..
i really don't know how long should this be going on until.
i don't know what to do..
i hate being sleepless..

will i be sleepless longer than last time?

i thought everything evaporated already,
why are they still there?

i tot i've changed to be more mature and stronger,
have i even changed much?

i thought i've fixed the bumpy roads from tripping me down
why did i fell again?

what should i do??

sleeping pills?? LOL..
maybe i should took 1000 sleeping pills
make sure i won't survive like my korean friend..
she took A LOT but yet she survived and having liver problems
maybe i should make sure to chop off my liver n sell it in organ markets..
so it's positive for 0% second life..

chill.. i'm not really thinking bout suicide.. it's juz a joke
but i might need that joke one day..
maybe after i keep on repeating my life this way till when i'm 30.

y should history repeats?
i wonder who curse me till this bad..
i wonder what i did in my previous life..

grrr... blog skins..

i'm so frustrated with blog skins nowadays.. since i'm not good at it..
oh well, for now i'll keep this normal ones..
i'll try to get my blog look good again in few days hopefully..

however..
i really wanna share some stories here lately..
well, forgot most of em already, but i got new one too..

i need some feedback here,
you reckon a harsh happy ending better or so so bad ending that might gives me some regretful feeling?

life nor love seems to face this dilemma phase for me somehow..

i'm still pretty alright in the harshness tho, but still, it's quite stressful in some points..

omg.. life oh life..

why are u so annoying? n death oh death.. y would u come to a person that enjoys their life??!!
y don't u come to me?? T_T

ow, n i hvn't been posting much lately, but just so u know, in the middle of this year i lose 1 of my friend..
she past away..
however, i juz wanna tell her through my blog (and my prayers so far)
that you always live in me..
instead of having my grieves after a certain point not so far after ur death,
i ended up imagining how would u answer n react towards my thoughts..
i has your annoyed face in me, your craziness, ur laugh, smile and everything about u..

so, stay besides me no matter what, Carol..
thanks for the memories you gave me.
may you rest in peace..

in remembrance of (Doctor gonna be) Carolina Lie..
sorry i don't hv her photos here..
and yes, she took medical studies and just about to graduate in 1 year time..
what a cliche..