me + josh = weird

just now i was looking at the bed, bath & table catalogue..
suddenly i remember few days ago when josh's neighbour's house door was opened wide
we were waiting for the lift rite in front of the door..
i was looking into it with bright glittery eyes..
and suddenly Josh said,"there.. u're typical favourite house"
me,"how did u know?"
Josh,"i know la.."

before that few times i also caught Josh about to do sumthing or thinking sumthin
n he said,"how did u know i wanna do that?"
me,"i know la.."

and now i feel that it's weird to find that i've been long enough with this guy
-that i tot i would be thankful if we coud reach 3 or 4 months.. coz i know him..
so crocodile.. buaya!! and he's so into other girls..-
till the point that we can read each other, know each other that much,
accepting each other that much, and the most important thing is..
we've changed for each other..

my goal to b with him is not 1 year, 2 years, or all life long..
it was only 3 or 4 months..
and in fact we've been together by twice of the time of my goal..
7 months goin on 8 months..

the first month we were together we felt like we've been for ages..
the 4th & 5th month i was soooo thankful
especially on the 4th month josh has changed to be better..
by that time i dun hv any ideas how long was it felt like.. it was just like in no time..

5th month coz of some disaster i tot we'll definitely break up
and suddenly 1/2 a year we were..

then things getting clearer about josh.. all his bad stuff..
+ our boredom of each other.. sick of each other..
disappointing each other, making each other happy..
our business, his changes, his sweetness, his b'day,
everyday "romantism" or "sweetness" as what people say of bicycle ride that he gave..
his support, my support, our trust of each other, etc etc..
and here we are still together..

BUT
i'm in the point that feeling weird (in a good way) that i'm with this guy that been together with me coz of accident (not coz of pregnant or rape, ok?? but coz of misunderstanding..)
that we just knew each other for 1 week n suddenly here we are so in love in the 8th month..
all was just too fast..
too dramatic..
(i reckon if someone been documenting what he did and wat happened to us must become a very famous reality show)

the point is.. IT IS SO WEIRD (in a god way) THAT I'M WITH JOSH TILL THIS FAR
IT IS WEIRD THAT HE KNOW ABOUT ME SO MUCH

ow well..
there you go for today..
updates coming guys.. juz wait.. coz i'm trying to get the pics.