me today

so, me today..
darn tired dunno y..
i felt that i'm getting weird lately..
eat very little n lose my appetite..
being like today so often..

i do exercises n stuff but still..
i keep on holdng back my feelings too dunno y..
n keep on finding inputs that i'm stupid in a way..
starting to think a lot of times about why i'm like this,
should i do this or do that coz peepz say stupid if i do so,
shit i'm so random..

in fact right now i'm holding words that i rily wanna say too
but oh well.. who cares..
in some ways i don't wanna say it coz
i'm afraid it'll hurt me..
n if i say it tho nothing much will happen
nothing can makes me feeling better

so yea, last nite i went with my friend ray lam
the guy that i mention previously in my blog
to shop with him n see the sydney festival
1 of our friends were there too for a while
but yea most of the time only me n ray
i wanna blog bout the festival
but coz of me tired and kinda busy in a way
so i'll blog it soon..
keep checking my blog guys..
c ya ^^