back to sydney..

reached sydney this morning!!.. found that my life gets dull..
things changed.. friends changed..
only family stays the same..

only the nice clear milky way that i see on the plane
the perfect weather in sydney today with bit of cloudy weather
the wind..
and the smell of the old stories and feelings..
that made me a bit brighter..

things felt weird.. situation felt weird..
felt like something is going on..
hopefully not dat the world is back stabbing me..

i feel uncomfortable, lost and not ready to face this year..

so many things will be going on, so many things i wanna do
so many things to consider..

so much to learn.. so much to get..

man.. i need to get myself back up..
i've been listening too much n caring too much
seeing n hearing too much,
n end up killin myself again..

there are more words to come..
i wrote em down.. i'll post it next time ^^
dats all for now..
i gtg to bed. i hv work tmr..