can you believe that?
me.. a person that won't be afraid to die by the huge wave
won't be afraid of steep cliff
and won't be afraid to fight,
now i'm afraid, not of those things (yet) maybe
but i'm afraid of other things.. bigtime!
i'm trying to run away most of the times now,
i did run away twice
and yet i'm still scared even tho i've ran away!
if u ask about wat, then it's hard to tell
but basically about future.
for example, i was short minded sometimes
especially bout things that i like or i love.
but now i'm started to think twice about my future..
i'm still staying with my concept "get the one i like asap!"
but yet when it's getting tougher i'm getting more scared
but people say u'll lose something when u're scared that u can't get it
it's true and i'm trying to bare with the reality
and hopefully i can handle the frigthened me
and get the thing that i want!
btw 1 of the thing that i'm scared of now is economy n financial
gosh, russia officially under recession u know..
i heard indo is kinda oing down too..
my sis's friend in sg got fired coz of economy situation too
i heard even UAE slowing down too
US keeping emself up from recession.
oz slowing down too T_T
but as a gloria jean's employee i felt that
people still can use money like a piece of shit here..
like only 1 out of 100 dat care bout their money..
and people r getting married here in oz too..
wondering if recession by the time they get babies then how??
but my solution for that is..
since in oz they live in suburb houses with bit of land at the back
if the girl doesn't work or part time only
i would plant some food supplies in the garden..
dun go anywhere much!
hahhahahahahha.. well in some cases
going traditional fix modernity's problems
since i'm working now, i felt my parents' fear when
their job isn't going well..
i got little shift lately, and when u know that it doesn't support u enough
then u'll feel helpless.. if i'm by myself then not much burden
if u hv kids then u'll think of how to feed the kids
then super stress weih!!!!
even if i feel that i dun hv enuf money during uni i'll feel super stress
lucky now i'm in holz..
prolly my mom is right, "dun shop! keep the money!" hahaha..
alrighty..
wanna sleep again now =P
ciao!!
me.. a person that won't be afraid to die by the huge wave
won't be afraid of steep cliff
and won't be afraid to fight,
now i'm afraid, not of those things (yet) maybe
but i'm afraid of other things.. bigtime!
i'm trying to run away most of the times now,
i did run away twice
and yet i'm still scared even tho i've ran away!
if u ask about wat, then it's hard to tell
but basically about future.
for example, i was short minded sometimes
especially bout things that i like or i love.
but now i'm started to think twice about my future..
i'm still staying with my concept "get the one i like asap!"
but yet when it's getting tougher i'm getting more scared
but people say u'll lose something when u're scared that u can't get it
it's true and i'm trying to bare with the reality
and hopefully i can handle the frigthened me
and get the thing that i want!
btw 1 of the thing that i'm scared of now is economy n financial
gosh, russia officially under recession u know..
i heard indo is kinda oing down too..
my sis's friend in sg got fired coz of economy situation too
i heard even UAE slowing down too
US keeping emself up from recession.
oz slowing down too T_T
but as a gloria jean's employee i felt that
people still can use money like a piece of shit here..
like only 1 out of 100 dat care bout their money..
and people r getting married here in oz too..
wondering if recession by the time they get babies then how??
but my solution for that is..
since in oz they live in suburb houses with bit of land at the back
if the girl doesn't work or part time only
i would plant some food supplies in the garden..
dun go anywhere much!
hahhahahahahha.. well in some cases
going traditional fix modernity's problems
since i'm working now, i felt my parents' fear when
their job isn't going well..
i got little shift lately, and when u know that it doesn't support u enough
then u'll feel helpless.. if i'm by myself then not much burden
if u hv kids then u'll think of how to feed the kids
then super stress weih!!!!
even if i feel that i dun hv enuf money during uni i'll feel super stress
lucky now i'm in holz..
prolly my mom is right, "dun shop! keep the money!" hahaha..
alrighty..
wanna sleep again now =P
ciao!!
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