i juz wanna do my work now..
''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
i juz woke up like around 40mins ago..
y??
coz i slept a 8.30am..
y??
coz i'm stupid in illustrator
(well computing basicaly)
and it took me whole darn bloody night to figure out
how to use this and that T_T
i've been learning it FYI..
for weeks!!.. but i juz can get it last nite
when i meditate myself in the squarehouse
(squarehouse is a building in UNSW, not literally square house)
all night long..
but it makes me proud!!! XD coz i did it super well..
but it takes too long tho..
makes me kinda behind time..
so this morning at 6.45 when i decided to go,
i wasn't very tired, n not that sleepy either
so i end up imaginating sumthing..
not dirty stuff..
but i imagine how good if i could somehow
find a way to see my precious in the land of dream
it's so soothng to do such a thing when your eyes
tired and kinda lose focus..
you only need to focus on one thing
and feel it n smile at it..
n maybe.. if you're tired enough,
slept beside it..
and.. what's wrong with sydney last nite man?!?..
darn cold.. it says only 10-11
infact it feels like 6-8 XD
it was super cold..
lucky i got a car..
so i can turn n the heater n all good..
but seriously..
it was a nice winter sunrise this morning
reminds me how much i love the winter morning
like 8years ago.
well, i was a kid by then..
not much burden..
do u realize as you grows older
more burden on your shoulder
and when cold comes
you feel the emotional things going on
especially when you just got a problem or sumthin
makes you feel like you need so emotional warmth
when you were a kid and you were happy
ignorant, easy going, being stupid..
you wouldn't feel these kinda feelings..
you don't feel that you need a partner
i wish i can change my way of thinking
as simple as a little kid..
as imaginative as them..
as pure as them..
however.. it doesn't feel like autumn anymore here
and the funny thing is that this autumn
there are not much leaves on the street..
and luckily not much hectic rains..
''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
i juz woke up like around 40mins ago..
y??
coz i slept a 8.30am..
y??
coz i'm stupid in illustrator
(well computing basicaly)
and it took me whole darn bloody night to figure out
how to use this and that T_T
i've been learning it FYI..
for weeks!!.. but i juz can get it last nite
when i meditate myself in the squarehouse
(squarehouse is a building in UNSW, not literally square house)
all night long..
but it makes me proud!!! XD coz i did it super well..
but it takes too long tho..
makes me kinda behind time..
so this morning at 6.45 when i decided to go,
i wasn't very tired, n not that sleepy either
so i end up imaginating sumthing..
not dirty stuff..
but i imagine how good if i could somehow
find a way to see my precious in the land of dream
it's so soothng to do such a thing when your eyes
tired and kinda lose focus..
you only need to focus on one thing
and feel it n smile at it..
n maybe.. if you're tired enough,
slept beside it..
and.. what's wrong with sydney last nite man?!?..
darn cold.. it says only 10-11
infact it feels like 6-8 XD
it was super cold..
lucky i got a car..
so i can turn n the heater n all good..
but seriously..
it was a nice winter sunrise this morning
reminds me how much i love the winter morning
like 8years ago.
well, i was a kid by then..
not much burden..
do u realize as you grows older
more burden on your shoulder
and when cold comes
you feel the emotional things going on
especially when you just got a problem or sumthin
makes you feel like you need so emotional warmth
when you were a kid and you were happy
ignorant, easy going, being stupid..
you wouldn't feel these kinda feelings..
you don't feel that you need a partner
i wish i can change my way of thinking
as simple as a little kid..
as imaginative as them..
as pure as them..
however.. it doesn't feel like autumn anymore here
and the funny thing is that this autumn
there are not much leaves on the street..
and luckily not much hectic rains..
No comments:
Post a Comment