and the lovely part out of the house on 5th July..

today josh i back to syd ^^ so i cook, and i made the "Cleaning for Josh" series to the finale!!
all quite perfect.. however i'm lazy today but i managed to get things done nicely for josh.

btw, i cooked telur balado and ayam goreng kuning ^^
finally the ayam goreng is quite good this time.. and josh quite like the telur balado but he don't really like the sambal balado itself..
and we had those dishes with chicken rice from delicious restaurant and jasmine milk tea from easy way =D

the bad things out of cooking this time is the splashing oil T_T this time really bad..
and it goes all over me AND MY FACE!! >.< first time ever.. n i got burn mark T_T
and i'm lazy to wash the pan n stuff XD
but i'll wash it tmr morning ^^

so after cooking done Josh finally come back ^^ he missed me!! (surprisingly..)
and i miss him more than wat i tot i am ^^
and he haven't been shaving for 5 days T_T n i feel that he look different and sound different.
the thing that i realise this time is that our relationship is quite mature..
especially i compare how i react and loving towards how i did it last time..
i love this relationship with Josh, i love Josh too of course ^^
and SURPRISINGLY AGAIN this is the first time i feel how josh loves me sooooooooooooooo bloody much and i can feel that he miss me sooooo much ^^
if u ask him then i believe he'll say he don't know, but i can feel it
and i'm VERY SUPER DUPER happy about it..
and these what makes me realise what is the real loving relationship is, and it's not worth to think or wat so eva about my past relationship.
i'm very very very very very very glad to met Josh and being his gf.

Thank god i'm here rite now and i'm in this kind of situation watever it is rite now..
bless me n josh to be together as long as possible ^^