josh fulfilling his promise (sat 28th june 08)

most of the time josh don't want to go to places that i fancy to go to chillax and walk around
because he's so lazy to do so. and since he promised me that we'll go walk around everywhere
i wanna go after the exams, we finally go to circular quay.

so, i don't really remember what exactly happening that day, but i remember that juz the day before that we had quarrel (hahah.. i'm so forgetful, sorry, and as usual we quarrel n quarrel XD..)

on 27th June,
we had quarrel coz of his "investment" business and there are few unmentioned plan changes therefore i'm the victim again..
so lao ta joshie not really in a good mood but acting like having a good mood + ended mine n his habits + my nono things meets his no no things and these things leads to war..
nearly dump him dat day coz he is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much, but oh well i can't really dump him coz he'll only says "it's all up to you" means if i dump him i kill myself, better get killed rather than killing yourself sometimes..
and that day he choose his "investment" and money rather than me and food..
and after i can't do anything else, i try to find a friend to talk to n this friend actually told me that josh is going to go clubbing with him that nite.. and this is another "untold plans" and i really really really super hate him that day n i decided to walk n walk n walk
(err.. kinda my thing when i'm mad coz previously the only thing that kills my stress or madness is speeding on ice -ice skating- and all my life i love to drive cars n race bikes n been wanting to cruise around to kill my stress)
so dat day -wearing high heels -walk from darling harbour to taylor's square- in a very cold n windy nite.. n i know if u guys wanna say that i'm nuts walking on oxford st alone on friday nite but if i don't do so i'll b nuts for real too..
-actually wanna put pic of the map but i dunno how n josh is playing mahjong now n can't help-
n then i sat there hoping the time run faster n my friend came faster, but stupid windy still call

josh n ask whether he's finished or not. n decided to go for dinner n meet up in pepper lunch george st. so there it goes i walk again.. n on that dinner i asked him whether he wants me as his gf or not n i know he was just saying yes coz he don't wanna makes me sad, n wants me but he dun really wants me ie. he dunno what he wants. but wat can i say? so after that we met our friend n then go home -josh dun feel like clubbing- and at home he asked me to stay over n there it goes again.. it was a romantic nite.. T_T i'm confused too sometimes..

the 28th of june,
(the circular quay day..)
i dun remember wat we did but we went to krispy kreme to hv free 6 donuts dat nite and then we walk to circular quay n then took photos, followed by walking to opera house, educating josh about wats on circular quay, =P . and we walk to the 13th stair of the opera house but it was too low for the view so we walk to the 33th n we stop there n sit.. chat, took photos n that's it.. btw, y 13th n 33th coz they r my fave numbers. =D

so here r the photos..

my cool josh =D


me, taken n directed by josh

tired josh on opera house stairs


the 2 of us with nite city view as background


if any of you guys wanna see the bigger size of the photo just ask me n i'll send u the link n let u see the photos